Let me tell you something. This part? Is my favorite part of the story. It was the first image that I had in my head. Sam and God, Gabe and God, Cas and God...those characters that had faith and felt slighted getting closure.

When writing this, I just wrote from my heart. Tweleve years of Catholic school and I always had my own idea of God. I never saw Him as uncaring, but just being a loving parent. He's there when we screw up, but He lets us screw up. And it was just all those feelings I had my entire life and being told that my idea was wrong that led to this part.

I cried when I wrote this because I placed a little too much of myself in Sam's role. But Castiel has always been shown as remaining faithful, even when he was questioning that faith. I'm glad you got it.